And For My Pitiful Return
Journal Entry: Sat Jan 26, 2008, 11:11 PM
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Hopeless - Listening to: "I'll Make the Moves" - Scenes and Siren
Hi everyone. I missed you all SOOO much.
I've still been a Myspace/Facebook addict...and I gotta stop.
Really.
I can't take the real world anymore. It's so depressing.
I've been trying to make the world for everyone a better place, but I keep fucking everything up.
Sure, my grades have been the tops since...ever...but I'm really missing the inspiration and creativity I had before.
I'm so sorry I've been away. I miss you guys. I miss you guys so much. I miss DA, I miss reading your comments, I miss talking to you guys, I miss meeting people, and I miss making friends. :'(
I've noticed that it was you DA guys who really gave me inspiration and sense to keep the art flowing.
Failure has been circling me for a long long time. I really can't stand it anymore. I've always known "Oh I can do better." "I could get it done." "I should do this."
And I just never get it done.
I feel like I'm so soaked up in my crap...I just need a release.
So I'm trying to draw stuff again...
It may be all random stuff...but staying stagnated is boring, isn't it?
Omatamata...thanks for being a great friend though.
I'm coming back to appreciating my work again...
I'm very VERY grateful for any journal comments and notes...I swear it keeps me moving forward.
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In other news, I just finished watching Densha Otoko the TV drama.
It's so sweet.
Hermes is so pretty...and Densha himself is pretty cute for an otaku....then again...it's a drama...everyone is underlining pretty. ;D
Arrrggghh!!!! Where's MY densha!!!!??!!
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did you hide meh cookies?!!! I would think not. >>
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I'm slowly losing my mind, but I'm having fun while doing so. xD - Kirra
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Send this rose to everyone you care about!!
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and now to give a loud tribute to nintendo and pokemon
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hop dogs
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Climber~Cigarette! He's got a cigarette!
Washer woman~So?....
Climber~They're not good! They've got fire! Fire's BAD!! ><
plus we like the same stuff :3
amazing work!! ^^
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yaoi makes the world go 'round.
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People who I will keep:
Naru-chan
Sora-kun
Link
Light Yagami
Sasori-no-danna
Sasuke-teme(only for NARU-CHAN!!!!)
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kaikat of breezy baguio!
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<.<
yeah but I'm still her super BFF! ahaha
i has second lunch everyday.
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Dun make my dinosaur chomp chur bewbs off...
'cos he will...
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Everybody has a water buffalo, your is fast but mine is slow oh everybody has a water buffalo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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"Sure, let's follow the guy whose brain runs on LEMONS." - Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy
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howz that one chick btw? still hittin' on ya? hahaha
ok ok ttyl...but i dont think u have 2nd lunch ):
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Gimme a hug!
you got a DA now?
EFFIN SWEET. put your BIBLE up there. LOLOLOL
i'm snoopin' round for summer again ;D
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Gimme a hug!
it's sammmaaannnthhhhaaa
<3
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Dun make my dinosaur chomp chur bewbs off...
'cos he will...
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~Omata
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